I guess one of the main problems is that for me, romantic relationships now come with this overall feeling of responsibility and tongue biting self sacrifice. Relationship. Ugh. Makes me feel cagey and trapped and like i need to step outside of myself to stay sane. Even typing this is encouraging a hot, prickly rash to crawl its way up the back of my neck and making my digestive system clench itself up, inch by inch until my throat's closed over the lump that has been sitting there for a year and a half.
I am 29 years old and I am scared to death of ever letting anyone into my heart again.
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